20 November, 2004
Tha Hero Dies In Dis One
Yo there. Before I start, I've got you a question. Have u ever wonder wad it's like to be all alone in a room full of memories and happy thoughts? It's like bein' inside a trip to tha west side of Sweet Memory Lane where every-thing starts to come back to u, and makes u think about it twice or thrice or maybe more. Man, dat's wad I'm havin'. Diz thoughts and memories made me laugh, they also made me cry. Who woulda thought a kid like me could be broken in tha heart for like..3 times? Haha. I can't stop thinkin' bout it, man. Ever since she's got attached, I've turned into a kinda different person. It's like..I'm havin' mood swings. It's really fweaky. I may look quite gloomy on one time, tha next thing u noe, I'll be cracking some jokes and laugh me fweaking head off! I've told u twice, call me a fweak if u want to. Remember me last post whereby I told u dat I'm gonna haf her as a crush? Well, dat evening, me mum bought a VCD. It's about a love life of 4 peeps. Dis guy, who supposedly to be tha hero, had a problem exactly like mine: to tell her or not to tell her. Wad he said in tha end made sense. He said, "U won't noe until u try and if she rejects, at least u noe." So I planned to do so tha next time I see her. Wad do u noe, one nite, somebodie told me dat she's got a boyfriend. Hah, guess wad? I'm late..for tha third time. If onlie I was early dat one time..GOD!! Well, I'm gonna go for now. *break-down*
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- 1:11 PM