04 December, 2004
I'm A Cloud
Yo there. Changed tha URL cuz I want some wee bit of privacy. It's like I dun want any-bodie except u to noe wad I'm feelin' in my heart. I'm sorry. It's juz dat I'm really havin' dis emotion shits like love, hate and phuck-ed up feelings. U noe, like a cloud. Sometimes it rains, sometimes it juz stands there blocking tha sun. It changes unexpectedly, juz like my heart. I'm really scared. Dis shits freak me out, man. I think I need help. Like some listening ears maybe? Now, I dun noe wad to do. Alrite, now I'mma tell u wad exactly happened to me. A couple of dayz ago, I got a call from Naqib. He told me something dat kinda torn me into pieces. He told me dat she told him something about me. She said dat I've been different lately. It's like I've been avoiding to talk to her. Well, u noe it's not rite. I..I kinda like her a lot. And when I see her face to face, it's like I'm dumb, as in couldn't talk at all. Man, I tried to speak my mind, but I'm speechless. So yesterday, upon reaching home, I went online. There she was. So I went to talk to her. I started off telling her about dis band thingy. Juz b'fore I ask her dat burning question, my MSN messenger restarted all over again! So I waited till it refreshes. When I was about to talk to her, she went offline! I'm afraid dat she would think dat I'm playing with her feelings and then she'll give me dat cold shoulder. U noe, there's a lot of shit about me not talking to her and all. Dat was why I change dis URL. I dun want any-bodie to noe about it, including her as I had given so much clue in my last post for anyone to noe about her name. Well, I cannot tell u her name cuz she's my secret, and Naqib's. I'll juz say she tha cutest gurl I've ever seen in Riverside Sec. Dat's all I can say, man. Peace be upon u.
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