close your eyes to see.

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18 December, 2004

Juz Lose It

ARGH-ARGH-ARGH-ARGH-ARGH!! Damn, it feels so good to let it out! Been in so much tension dis dayz. Haiz. And they say "spend ur holidaes wisely". Yar rite! I even look like a 'living' dead every morning. I dunno why, but it's like every nite, I couldn't sleep. Couldn't even get my eyes shut. Try different sort of things such as ambil wudhuk, read some prayers, sing some lullubies and even count tha number of spider webs in my room! I kept thinkin' about my life, I think. Wait, I alwaes think! No wonder I never commit anything! I even told a fwen not to think too damn much, when I myself is thinkin' like a never-ending flow of a river! Dammit! If only I could be like every other kids who would think at rite times..And next year is comin' so fast. If I keep on bein' like dis, I may turn into some kind of...EEEk! Better not think about it. Ok, I think I noe wad my wish for next year is. Like..I wanna be a kid wit' no worries. Rite! Dat's wat I wanna be. No more worries. No more thinkin' of stupid stuffs. No more Mr Day-dreamer. Juz..juz be who I wanna be. Yearh!

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- 5:08 PM