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01 January, 2005

Letters To God

Dear God, dis is tha starting of a brand new year. Please forgive my past sins for my past years. There were too much. I lost count. If I ever offend some-bodie, please make him or her forgive me. I did too much sin. To my mum, my dad, my bro, my sis and all my fwens. I couldn't help it. It's because of hatred, jealousy, and darkness in dis heart. If I could ever make up for all dis sins, please let me go. I dun wanna die, yet. I swear I'll take juz one lifetime. At least I'll juz haf half of my sins cleared. Please God. Dis is all I ever wanted for my birthdae present which might fall on 23 January 2005, if I ever see it. So please. I won't be at peace till dis is done.

Dear God, sometimes dis life it seems like it's all about sacrifice. Like they say, life as a candle. But is all dat worth it? U noe, u got hurt juz to save a life. U got burnt juz to save a burning house. U got scalded juz to save some-bodie who is about to die because of thirst. U almost died juz to save a relationship. All I ask, is all dat worth-while? Will dat life u saved remember u? Will dat house u saved honour u? Will dat some-bodie u saved thank u? Will dat relationship u saved worth ur death?

Dear God, life is indeed a puzzle, waiting to be solved. I dat's wad I've been doing. Waiting. I hope U will answer all my questions. Please reply. Thank U. (p.s. I'll wait for u, if u noe wad I mean)

Yours truly,
Muhammad Zakaria Bin Mohd Noh.

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