Yo man. Change tha URL again. Dis time for good...I hope? Well, I juz wanna be private for now. Dun feel like giving people my blog site. I dun want anybodie to noe how I'm feeling rite now. Only u. My one and only source of diary. U're tha only one I refer to during my ups and downs. Noe why? Cuz u can't talk! Yearh! I juz need a listening ear. Haiz. After tha break-up, I felt really, really down. No words can describe how I felt but "down". Really, really down... I felt so helpless. Listening to tha "Halls of Fear musical" now make things worst. Man, why do I alwaes lose in love..?! It's like I've been failing for almost 3 times..? First, Syazwani. Then, Alicia. And now, her? Well, Kamilliya is tha only one gurl whom I really, really love from tha bottom of my little heart. She's tha only one I've ever needed. Tha two other gurls were juz crushes I had during my primary skool life. And I really mean crushes, no more. God, why does every single one love has to leave..? Dis I tell u. Not trying to brag, but if I really got to have her, man, I will treat her like a Queen from Eden. I'm serious. I'll protect her in any ways I could. I would even dare to say dat I'll do anything for her, including putting my life at stake. U noe, die? Well, she'll be tha luckiest thing on dis third rock from tha Sun. Rite now, all I gotta do is wait. Again. I'm really sure dat she's worth waiting for. Amin.