16 September, 2005
Citizen Erased
Yo man. Waddup? Juz got off from tha leash, aight. For a while dat is. Hah. So, there's good news and bad news. Which one u wanna hear? Ok, let's start with the bad one first. Rite, now after showing my report book, which I'm quite satisfied of cuz like...I passed every single subject, my dad juz signed it with juz an "I'm not satisfied" look. He juz shook his head and juz walked off to work. I was like sat down there on tha chair, stoned. Dat's it? Man, I was expecting a lecture or sumthing...but dis? Great mother of Russia. He didn't even said anything about my one and only A2.. Was does he actually want? All A's?!
Haiz... I juz dun understand wad they expect from me. Maybe as tha first child, they expect me score high so I could lead..? Who knew..? But am I to blame? I'm so not like tha other two Malay boys in my class who scores well in all subject. Man, I need 91 marks to get an A1 fer my E math EOY. Haiz... Hey, I study too, ok. Dis ain't got nuthing to do with Astoria. I now noe how to balance my time. So, if I did ever pass or fail, it's strictly got nuthing to do with Astoria. And yearh, I am more keen to study rite now not because of tha new guitar u promised, it's because I am holding tha faith u all got on me.. Please, remember dat. I juz dun wanna disappoint u guyz no more. I'll work my very best..dat's a promise..
Aight. Now here comes tha good news. So, my mum had talked to Mdm Matthews about my band shit. Well, tha aftermath was dat I can come fer band from now..! Things in band will be as per normal. Yearh, BUT... only on Mondays and Wednesdays. Fer tha rest of tha days, well, I'm still wad I am.."grounded". So, I can only go online on weekends. Haiz. But hey, at least I got my "leash" off on band days... Hah! Sweeeet.
Now now. There' stiill lots to be said, but left untold. Or fer some, they're better left unsaid. Speaking of which, I'm so restless. Dat dying question: When will Better Left Unsaid jam again..? Well, tha question still haunts.. Peace.
reminisced;
- 6:44 PM