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27 June, 2006

Black Eyes

Hey there. Man, i'm lyk so damn beat now. Heh. Stupid eh? Me complaining juz lyk a phreakin sissy. But seriously man, i feel so much lyk going to sleep and never, ever wake up. No, it's not because of tha emo self. NAH.. It's juz dat after two days of skool, i feel extremely tired, with all dat focus study and revisions. I dun noe why. Yearh wad a sissy. But heck, i still do try to keep my backbone straight and stay strong. Ahakz.. Well, i think dat's supposed to be tha only way of surviving tha pre-o' levels shitz. Haiz. Gotta wake up. Wake up so dat i culd keep my mind thinking and focus all tha tyme.. By tha end of dis year, Zakaria, ur gonna see results man.. Juz wait and see. "Running-running now, strolling-strolling later.." :)


Damn, i gotta stay awake. Culdn't sleep again dis couple of weeks. Maybe dat's also tha main reason why i'm feeling so damn tired. I juz culdn't take those nitemares la. It's worst than being approached by a pontianak. Hrmm, I noe boys dun usually haf them, or wuld i say be pissed or phucked up too much by them, but.. Erm, well, u can laugh at me la if u want to. Heh. Yearh, ella, u sure did. :) But if only u understand.. It's pretty dumb la actually, though those nitemares come occasionally. And i reali wish it was something lyk being chase by a ghost or getting jumped by a bully. Hehe. Those i can take it la. But.. please no tragedies la. I hate it when it alwaes happen to make me sit around all alone when i'm awake, trying to find out wad it actually means. U noe, lyk fer example, imagine ur ex keep appearing in them, and then lyk totally repeating tha whole breaking up procedure again and again, on random nytes..? Well, u noe wad i mean. Cuz if u dun, better forget wad i said cuz u'll never understand.. But hey, dude, it's juz a dream. I hope people understand. Heh. Tough luck.


I culdn't possibly talk any much now, cuz i think i've talked enuff. Gotta do my revision shitz. And yearh, ella, it's been real nice chatting wit u last nyte. Thanx, aight, juz in case u read dis, which i doubt anyone will. Heh. I hope our friendship doesn't end.. Aight, peace out. m,


reminisced;
- 8:57 PM

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el introverto

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