06 September, 2006
The Fish
I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face..
Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings..
What it feels lyk to be a fish? As in a literal salt water fish. No, i'm not kidding. Can't u see these seriouz eyebrows frowning..? Hehx. I've always wondered how it is to live in a God-only-noes-how-big pool of salt water. Hrm. It wuld obviously be a lot of fun ryte..? I mean, u get to wake up every morning and say hie to God-only-noes-how-many fishes and marine life organisms.. Hehx. And my best friend wuld be dat octopus featured in dat movie. Wad is it called? "Octopus"? Yea.
Hrm, but after some second thoughts, wad if i wake up juz to see a sinister-grinning big fish floating next to me with a fork on one fin and a spoon on tha other..? Then i'll be instant tuna..! Whoa..? Well, maybe i'll juz have to visualise dat in my sleep..
Ok, but seriously, i feel dat i'm lyk some-wad similar to a salt water fish. Tha sea is some-how similar to my world. Full of suprises. Full of living organisms, some are as decent and innocent as seashells, while some are juz lyk stingrays; they can be as gentle as a kitten but at tha same time, they sting u and put u into a coma. (let's not bring up tha Steve Irwin case..)
Another thing is dat tha sea may be salty or even be polluted with oil spills, juz lyk dis world so full of influences, which are mostly bad i guez. But, in tha end, i'm still me; a fish which taste as fresh as i can be inside out. Not so salty nor sour. Hehx. Well, i may seem to be crapping over here, but if u understand it, well, its gud fer u. It's kinda complicated to explain. But hey, since when life has ever been simple..? Hehx.
Ps: Paul sang "Grow Old With You" juz now and it totally reminds me of sumthing.. Hrm, wad ah..? Hehx. Chill.
reminisced;
- 8:14 PM