08 September, 2006
NJRC
Please save me, this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind..
I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss..
Wah. I think todae's been quite a day fer me. Hehx. Seriously. I never thought i culd take so much tests fer a day. Rytez. So, i woke up at 5am dis morning. Why? I'm not dat retarded yet. Hehx. I actuali took up my sleeping time to sahur. Hrm, it simply means dat i was fasting todae..? Anywaes, it's to commemorate Nisfu Sya'baan and i think maybe i culd get some blessings from God as i'm taking my exams next week. Unexpected, huh? Zakaria, fast on Nisfu Sya'baan? Hehx. Well, dun judge a book by its cover. Even dis hardcore rocker prays 5 times a day. =)
Then i went to skool fer NJRC. It's tha 5th day of tha competition at Science Centre. And guez wad i did? No lar, i didn't sit one corner and juz wave tha pom-poms. Siow arh? Despite my fasting condition, i still went on cheering and hitting tha bass drum. (yea, we brought tha bass drum alrite.) But i did tried my best not to scream out loud tha taboo words. Remember, i was still fasting, and tha fasting rules stay. I do admit it was tough. I mean, even though my throat went dry, i still had to close one eye on tha drinks. Strictly no drinking fer me.
Then came tha most challenging part. Lunch break. Yearh. I had to endure such huge temptations. So, Vicky and Fid were eating mee goreng in front of me, Elmo was eating fish N chips and ice cream BESIDE me, Dina, Lloyd and Sakinah were eating other food on my other side. What the hell..! Hehx. Lyk i culd hear an angel and a devil quarelling becuz of me. One trying to push me, while tha other pulling me away. I'm still caught in tha middle. Haiz. But hey, tha story doesn't end here. I still haven't gave up, mind u. Wahaha.
Returned to tha competition after dat. Continued cheering and cheering. Almost ate an M&M chocholate. Must resist. Then at about 3.50pm, i scrammed from dat place. I mean went home lar. Reached home and then.....slept. Wad u expect?
Well, i've won todae's battle. A war of my own desires. No cursing, no food and drinks, and no looking at undesirable materials. Haiz. Its reali lyk tha rehearsal of tha real thing next two weeks. Yearh, tha Ramadhan month. I juz hope its nuthing torturing. Wait, wad am i saying?! Torturing?! I dun think its gonna be a problem la. Hehx. Well, only time will tell. Hehekz..
reminisced;
- 9:25 PM