18 September, 2006
Roses Aren't For Me
Ring a round a roses
And catch an overdose
Attishue! Attishue!
We all fall down...
Hey there. Culdn't wait fer tomorrow. Hehx. Why? Well, simple. Tomorrow's my last prelim paper.. And it's gonna be A.math. Woohoo! Wait. Or is it Boohoo? Err.. personally, i'm not pretty sure myself whether to celebrate or juz sit back, hug myself and be extra scared. Cuz basically i'm juz gonna flung my Chemistry paper 2 which i took juz now. *sigh* I was lyk quite confident at first when i did my paper 1. All i've studied last nite on the last minute did came out. So i was kinda relieved. But then, paper 2 juz had to be my wet blanket. Totally crushed my high hope of passing dat paper and pulled my morales even lower than the deepest pit. I chuckled when i flipped open my section B. Lyk wad the bananas man.. The first question alreadi freaked me out. Let alone the other questions.. Haiz. How?
Aight. I need to end dis fast. The quicker, the better. Cuz i reali dun need dis.. Hey! Dun think too much. I'm not gonna end my life la, of course. Siaow arh?! Wad i meant was dat i need to end dis state of stupidity and blurness (or wad they call it) and start playing smart. Get the huge picture? I can't afford to haf a slow thinkin' brain ryte now. At least not before my big O levels.. Cuz i reali wanna prove myself dat life's not juz about losing and failing. Arh, damn it.
reminisced;
- 5:04 PM