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09 October, 2006

On My Own..

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own..

And so i didn't get to see her again today. Probably she's got no paper... Ouh, i forgot. Yearh, her paper ended last Friday. Ok, anyways, my cough's getting worst. Give me the chills. Last nite, i coughed out sumthing red. Culdn't be blood. I mean, it's too slimy to be blood. It's got the goowey goowey feeling when i had it in my throat, juz lyk jelly. Man, and it's the fasting month some more. Culdn't drink enuff water. My throat's getting even drier than before. Haiz, sesungguhnye aku orang yang berpuase.. Maybe it's be cause of the haze. Maybe. Besides, i dun have any history of TB. Issy! Touchwood!! Man, i still dun get it why those people in Indonesia still burn down their forests although they noe about its outcome. Haiz.. Wierd. Because of them, people suffers..

reminisced;
- 6:38 PM