06 October, 2006
puppy luv
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Hehx. Dis lyrics used to be my favourite lines when i first got to noe Guns n Roses. Now, i think dat i understand it pretty deeply. Well, who knew dat an old primary skool crush wuld re-appear again in ur life..? And dis time even closer than ever before..? Hehx. Yes, the primary skool times.. Its tickles me a lot whenever i think about it every now and then. Puppy love.. If i say it was stupid, i'll haf to bite my tongue later, cuz it is the most decent and most pure thing one culd ever get. Seriously. Never been polluted with any feelings of evil. Take an instance, at dat time, u dun even noe wad love is. But then suddenly u feel the tingling whenever u see dat someone or whenever dat someone passes by. U dun even noe wad the feeling is. All u noe is dat the u are actuali liking dat person. I personally feel dat it was one of the sweetest things in life.
Hrm, i tink all is totally different now. The older u get, the more u want to noe more about it. Then u start finding people to go steady with without even understanding ur own feelings and then ended breaking up...before finding another replacement. The cycle goes on again and again until u truly understand wad love actuali means, which is probably when u lose dat special someone. Funny thing la actuali. Hahax. Well, i reali miss those primary skool days.. But hey, people haf to move forward one way or another. Hehx.
reminisced;
- 11:04 PM