26 October, 2006
Slamat Hari Raya..
Bulan Shawal berkunjung tiba
Ramadhan sudah berlalu pergi...
Takbir hari raya dilaungkan
Memuji Tuhan sekelian alam
Penuh kesyukuran dalam rintihan
Penuh harapan.....
Wajah ceria berpandangan
Saling maaf - bermaafan
Buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih
Bertekad azam didalam dada
Memperbaharui amal dihari muka.
Hidup didunia hanya sementara
Peluang beramal sentiasa terbuka
Pencucui isi dada dari daki dunia
Satu perjalanan keluhuran jiwa
Meniti usia kehari tua.
Slamat Hari Raya. Maaf Dzahir & Bathin..
-madahpuisi-
Wah. Pejam celik, pejam celik, dah raye ketige.. Lincahnye.. Rase-rase macam baru smalam je aku tolong-tolong kat dapor bikin kuih. Hahax. Rytez, before i further drag on writing dis in Malay, i'd rather stop now before i commit further mass destruction towards dis one beautiful language. Hehe. So, it's the Raya period now, a.k.a. seriouz intensive revision period. While other families are going out visiting their fellow relatives in their new and colourful baju Raya, i'm ryte here sitting in front of the comp (fer awhile before it's mugging time later), getting readi fer the big examz which is about next 2 weeks. I noe i'm not alone, cuz my friends too are sacrificing their precious times doing revisions and stuff. Well, friends, gud luck to u guyz too! Yearh! Hahax..
Hrm, i'm actuali thankful dat my family understands my situation. They said it's ok if we juz stay at home, considering my examz are near. But hey, lyk they say, "Raye datang skali je oi!" Hehx. So, i had to give and take also la. I told them dat we still can go jalan raye fer a couple of days and dat i can still study late at nite. I culdn't simply destroy the mood ryte? Bukannye slalu kiter dapat collection ngan makan kueh tart. Hehex.. (Tu aje la yang ko ingat, zakaria..)
Let's get serious now.
However, apart from feeling excited, i also feel rather sad. On the eve of Raya, as my stereo was playing the Takbir, i culd actuali feel tears cascading down my cheeks. They juz fell automatically. Then i remembered sumthing. Someone to be exact. And she's my late Grandmother. It's been 5 to 6 years now. I missed her terribly. I missed her hugs and kisses. I missed her smile. I missed her comfort. Well, no matter how much tears i shed, no matter how hard i cry, she's never coming back...
It's true. U wun noe u need dat someone until dat someone is gone.. Now dat i'm left with my other grandmother, i noe i shud appreciate and treasure her before.. before.. Haiz...
Hey, it's still Hari Raya! Let's not spoil the mood, alrites? Hehx. =)
There're still lots and lots more things i wanna write, but i guez i'll juz haf to save them fer some other time. Until here then, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.. Chow.
reminisced;
- 6:36 PM