09 November, 2006
Slip Like Space
Watch me point to the sky
You'll laugh and say I'll never fly
I'll smile as you walk away
I always knew I couldn't stay
Full throttle now
The milky way can't wait
Full throttle now
The milky way can't wait
Diners turn into space ports
And I rocket past the moon
Say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon
This planet wasn't made for me
All of you live so easy
I lay outside and up I stare
My home is in the void up there
Approach light speed
And break apart
I don't care now
Nothing's real somehow
Approach light speed
And break apart
I don't care now
Nothing's real somehow
Diners turn into space ports
And I rocket past the moon
Say your goodbyes now
I'll be in the wormhole soon..
Firstly, thanx Aziz. Reali appreciate that morale support, though u've tried ur best to understand my situation. Heh. Well, i don't blame u. It's not ur fault u can't figure me out. Hell, i don't think anyone can understand me. It's hard. I don't even understand myself that well. Yearh, i'm different. Not like any others u noe. Heh. That's why i kinda hate it when people started comparing me with others. I'm me, not them, not anyone else. And yearh Aziz, u told me dat dis thing i've got is both a blessing and a curse. To me, it's neither. But one thing is fer sure, i'm not gonna let it affect my life. Heh, well at least i'll try.
Got my mixtape deck resurrected yesterdae. Man, i didn't noe i was that lazy to buy me some batteries. 4 weeks. Haha. Fer 4 weeks i haven't used it only because its batteries died and i was too 'tired' to buy them at the nearest 7 Eleven store. Now that i've got my 'life-source' back, there's no worry fer stress to come bugging me again. At least before the batteries go dead again. Hehekz. Man, i need to get new tapes. Been listening to the same songs over and over again. My bro asked me why i hadn't juz buy me an mp3 player. So i told him that i'd rather work hard first before enjoying myself later. Hey, it's never easy to get songs ryte into those tapes u noe..! Haha.. Never forget the earliest technology.
9 more days to independence. Shuld i scream out my joy now? Hehe. Let's juz save that fer next Friday. Plan to get me a job. I culdn't juz sponge up my parents' money when i'm not doing anything at home, ryte? Not sure wad kinda job. Anything will do. Actuali i was thinking of sumthing challenging and tough, that culd get me into conflicts or fights. I simply need to let of some steam. Hrm, but on the second thought, maybe not. Heh. I wuldn't want to get myself killed before my results are released, do i? Bleargh.. Whatever. Chow.
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- 6:47 PM