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17 March, 2007
Suewitt Surrender
Made up my mind last night. I'm never coming back once i move forward. And guess what? I'm moving forward. And there ain't no way i'm coming back..
The gig yesterday was alrite, i guess. Made a couple of new budds. Wan, Reez, Qai and Aidil. WLFLD rawked the stage. Hehx. Seriously man.. Just my type of genre. A wee bit of screamo, post-hardcore and sweet stuff here and there. Real nice. Overall, the gig was maximum awesome. The opening band played Muse. Although there're many bummers, the bassist saved the day. Haha. Hysteria. Who would have thought a decent face like him could take those fast bass lines.. Hehx. Hmm.. Too bad i didn't have the chance to enter the mosh pit. :c
Hmm. Got this offer to play on Aidil's band. As his guitarist. I don't know yet. Although it's just a side project, i'd still prioritize Sinister Infants first, and at least save what's left of it.. Haiz.. It's much more difficult than i thought. The get-together part, the song-listing part, the seriousness part... Man, it's like we're starting from scratch all over again.. I'd really want to see the commitment. Not that i'm being pushy and bossing people around. I just want us to settle down, quick. And i really like to see the outcome of us, fast.
Anyways, last night.. Those dreams came again. She appeared in them, twice. Wierd. She was quite a distance away from me in those dreams. Like the previous ones, i tried to make the first move, but sumthin' else intervened. Typical, isn't it? Man, i could remember all my dreams clearly. In the first one last night, she was sitting all alone at a bus stop (don't know where also).
I was walking in that direction, trying to approach her or sumthin'.. When her friends (out of no-where) appeared. Freaky.. In the second one, i was at some wierd school camp (with my family and relatives around). Creepy huh? Then in one of the supposedly-funny outdoor activities (it was raining), i opened an umbrella (don't from where i get also) and there she was, standing on the second floor of the school building, giggling.. I know it's freakishly wierd, but it was so real.. The whole seeing-her-smile part. Man, how i wish i could get back to that dream, just to see her smile..
Hmm.. Maybe it was just a dream that'll never come true...
reminisced;
- 2:18 PM
