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22 July, 2007
Do It For Me Now
I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive...
The night's so calming.. It feels like I'm levitating in mid air or sumthin'. Sometimes throughout the night, the cold wind blew me off from the suspense of wanting to know what's there in store for us tomorrow, even though I know that it'll still be a mystery no matter how hard we try to crack it. I wonder how long I'd remain this way.. How long I'd be trapped in this fantasy world, where I believe that everything's alrite. Well, I shouldn't have said 'trapped'. It's more like the main exit is just there right in front of my face, but I'm hesitating to reach it. Maybe I'm just not yet prepared. Maybe because I know I'd be a different person if I reach out for that door. Some different person who will most likely cause a huge level of distress to others as well as myself.. So I guess some things have to wait, huh..?
And yeah. Today's Sunday. So I had madrasah as per usual. And I wasn't feeling that well. But then, I still got all jumpy in class. Heh. (when i'm not supposed to..) Must have been the rain.. (ya la.. blame it on the rain la...) Ustaz wasn't there too. Confirm maseh bingit pasal gadoh dengan budak sec 3 itu hari.. Wahaha... Perangai sia aku.. Anyways... She was there in the class. Couldn't do much because of the fever. So all I did was smile at her way.. It's the most decent thing I could do.. Heh.
Axl Rose once said, "All we need is just a little patience.." Haha. So let's just be patient..
reminisced;
- 9:06 PM
