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31 July, 2007

Reinventing My Exit

It's 3.30am now. And I can't seem to sleep. Hmm.. Not sure why. Should be because of thinking too much again, I suppose. Hmm.. I wonder.. Why is this feeling so strong? I mean, it's like way much stronger than how I once felt before. The feeling when the heart starts beating so fast whenever we're thinking about one specific thing. In my case, her..

Man, I don't know why this is even a problem. I mean, aargh.. It's just so difficult to explain. Why can't it be so easy? Was it because of the dark past? Why can't I break this barrier once and for all? Where the fuck has my confidence gone to?? Fagg. Once again I'm falling in love after a long time and I don't even know what to do. Great. Just great. And I'll only have until this weekend to act, or else...

reminisced;
- 3:28 AM