07 July, 2007
Still Searching, I Think..
Hey, it's the weekend again. And it's supposed to be vacation day. Supposed to be. Well, I really need a vacation right now. My head's too messed up already. Can you tell? Heh. School's been a little stressful, although it's also a place for me to lepak. Stressful in the sense that my core modules are killing me. Familiar with that sentence? Well, it's what typical jackasses complain when they felt too lazy to study. But dude, I'm different. Haha. I'm a jackass, but I'm one of a kind..
So yeah. I failed my engineering math. 45 over 100. Just 5 more marks, man... I just don't get it why I couldn't get a pass, although I did my own revisions.(ouh ya, just in case you're wondering, seeing zakk revising his notes is a very rare sight)
Hmm.. It's just math, right? And, I'm so gonna do better for my next math test. Heh. I hope. Next, there's keyboard skills. Good news, now I'm able to play all my scales and inversions with both my hands. Ain't that sweet?! Haha.. But then.. The bad news, is that I'm expected to play 3 set pieces by the end of this Semester, which includes Can't Take My Eyes Off You. FAGG. I just picked up keyboards last 3 months, and they expect me to play Little Beethoven or sumthin?? Just FAGG... But hey, Zakk ain't never giving up. 'Cuz there ain't no way he's repeating his module. NEVER. Wahaha..
Finally, CIP. Double FAGG. Being the vice-chair is harder than I thought. It's worst than just being a table. (crap) I have to plan every single thing, and what does the CHAIRPERSON do? Bleargh.. I'm not going to elaborate on this.
I'm planning to get away from the stress for awhile. With games and heavy music. Sometmes I really do feel like blowing up. But me being myself, I won't. I'll just hold them back till I explode one day. And that will be the worst thing to happen since Tsunami at Aceh. You know, you won't like it when I blow up. So, it'll only take a tiny spark to ignite a whole body. Yeah. I'll be waiting for that day.. Totally.
Hmm.. Another Epic Story's performing next Sat on the 14th at Red Bar. It's been a long time since I chilled with ONE and friends. I'm so gonna let myself loose on that day. Wheeew..
That's all I could say for now. The rest are better kept inside for future references. Who knows if they could be my witnesses when I face the Angels six feet under later..? So I'll just tell them that I was tortured enough. Heh. Till then, cheerios.
ps: I'll still be a happy person. Chill.
reminisced;
- 1:38 AM