close your eyes to see.

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01 August, 2007

Into Oblivion

I just lost the words. Couldn't write down what's bugging my mind right now. So I figured out that I'd just leave a little sumthin' here. Some poetry that I once wrote a few months back during those heartbroken period. Hehx. Sounds emo. Haha. Fagg.

Late By A Millisecond

I knew it would happen one day
It would hit me so hard I’d have nothing to say
The impact so almighty it would scarify me for life
The martyrdom so tormenting I’d be begging for a knife
But then,
I just couldn’t care less
I advanced forward anyway…

I knew it would hurt one hell
It would devour me from the inside that nobody could tell
The atrophy of emotions would leave me so numb
The deprival of feeling would just leave me so dumb
But then,
I still couldn’t care less
I moved on even further and never looked back…

“Why?”
The reason so obvious I just can’t deny
“I love you.”

But then now,
It did happen
And I wasn’t prepared.
What I thought was close,
Ended up so far away.
What I thought couldn’t kill me,
Ended up destroying me entirely…

And yes,
It did hurt
And I wasn’t even ready.
What I thought would last forever
Just ended even without it being started.
And what I thought would be so beautiful
Ended up so tragic, only God knows I was badly affected…

Maybe I was late by a millisecond…

Copyright © Zakk Astoria 2007

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- 11:57 PM