06 October, 2007
You Never Changed
Coming Too Close - No Use For A Name
There was a time when you would come and go
Now there's no time left to react
Just as it starts to heal in comes a bitter end
Well you were already to leave my side and then..
You're coming too close and I can't pretend
That I'll pick you up or let you come in again
We've been through this before, so please understand
That nothing in this heart can save you from the pain you seek
If you pick up the phone please don't call on me
No one can save you from the undertow
Nobody can blame you for the past
Just as I started thinking "Everything's alright"
You showed us surely that your tenth time was your last
You're coming too close and I can't pretend
That I'll pick you up or let you come in again
We've been through this before, so please understand
That nothing in this heart can save you from the pain you seek
If you pick up the phone please don't call on me
Yesterday I saw you falling to the ground
Seems like things get worse when no one is around
It's not OK
You're coming too close and I can't pretend
That I'll pick you up or let you come in again
We've been through this before, so please understand
That nothing in this heart can save you from the pain you seek
If you pick up the phone please don't call on me..
Ever again.
Well, this song really suits you best. Heh. And I thought you've changed, but it seems like you're just the same old person I used to know 2 years back. History repeats, huh? And I don't think it'll ever stop repeating itself. Not ever. 'Cuz no matter how much advice is being given to you, you'd just go back to where you were. Back to square one. Like I told you umpteen times, no one could save you but yourself. And I won't be saying it again. Not anymore. You're on your own now. I just hope you find what you're searching for all this while. I just hope he'd change for the better, and that he won't hurt you again. I just hope you'd be happy with him, and that what you said about this 'true love' thing is true. Wait. Please define true love. I'm sure its not about loving someone who treats you like a toy. I know that you love him so much, but just think about the aftermath. Will he treat you the same way he used to? Will he close that old wound of yours and then rip it open again like how he did countless times? Don't tell me that you're going to do nuthin' about it simply because you love him so much and that you're afraid to lose him. Humans have brains for a reason; use it wisely. All the best.
Love stinks, ain't it? That is one of the main reasons why I'm still single and not looking for anyone special in my life right now. Does that answer your question, Dayana? And no I'm not gay. Heh. My time will come. Trust me.
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- 10:43 PM