close your eyes to see.

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30 December, 2007

Sane In Sanity

You're all i see these days,
But you're so far away;
This dream is never ending.
You're falling through my broken mind,
I've been caught up this time;
Finally showing some passion.
These shattered eyes
Have broken on the thought of leaving you,
But i must go..

Most of the time, dreams are the cause of the chaos in this mind of mine. I just don't understand them.. They kept on appearing night after night. Sometimes repetitively, like a broken reel of an old black and white movie. It's hard to even classify them. Are they what people call the game of the devil himself, or are they the result of an overworked distorted mind..? Mere coincidences that somehow make a lot of sense? Or messages meant to be conveyed to us through them, the dreams..?

Man, she kept appearing over and over again in those dreams. And every time we get close and there's a chance to talk, I'd just spoil everything by not doing the things I'm supposed to do. And it just bugs me so much for not knowing what they mean. But I know one thing, that I'm not obsessed with her. Erm.. Am I? Argh sheesh.. It's just not supposed to be this way.

Bummer.

reminisced;
- 12:07 AM