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14 February, 2008
Be My Valentine
14th of February.. It's just a date, ain't it? Anything special about it? Hmmm.. Maybe.. I don't know.. All I know is that on this very date, I see countless couples in beautiful handsome outfits on the streets holding hands with flowers or balloons or boxes wrapped with good quality colourful paper in their possessions.. I also know that on this very date, I get all agitated for nothing. Hmmm... It's a day they all know as Valentine's Day, I think..
For them, it's like a day full of love and gifts and comfort and hugs and kisses. But for me, it's just another day in my calender, I guess.. Nothing special. Or maybe it's more of the 'no one special to spend the day with' issue. Heh. For them, the air is filled with love and affection. Happy faces fill the surroundings. The sound of laughter and sweet words of romance fill the ear drums. But as for me, the air is just so full of jealousy and desolation.
It just feels so weird. I mean, seeing other couples spending quality time together... Like, hmmm.. I could have been there in their place, walking side by side, hand in hand with that someone, sharing a big cup of Slurpee with two straws in it and getting brainfreezes over and over again together, laughing over silly things that we see along the way, exchanging eye contacts and playing that staring game with a cup of oreo McFlurry on the line, making goofy faces at each other whenever something stupid happens, sitting under the clear night sky at the rooftop of a nearby shopping centre with the stars and the moon as our witnesses to our memorable meet.. Hmmm...
Soon. Maybe.. Next week? A few months later? 5 more years down the endless road? 3 days before my expiry date..? Who knows.. I might even not get a chance to have a decent date with a girl ever! Heh.
Oh.. And if I were to have a date, I'll make sure that our every meet is equivalent to Valentine's Day.
Well.. All I know for sure is that I'm happy with my current life. Yup, I agree, "not having a girlfriend isn't really the end of the world, yet". Heh. Quoted by Suhailah, edited by Zakaria. Wahaha.. I guess I'm just gonna go wherever the wind blows now. Set the mind on the gold, dude. Work now, rock later, or rot forever. Cheers.
reminisced;
- 12:41 AM
